Patience.. and perfection are overrated!

What a week so far. What a month!

March has been so crazy in general. Between acting classes and choir and friends and family, it has been eventful. I've enjoyed it for the most part though!

As the month has sped on, I have learned that I do have patience in some cases. When I don't have control over a situation I allow myself the patience to wait it out.. but when I am in control, I let my lack of patience move things along more quickly.
For example, I have been emailing this guy for hmm 5 weeks? now. Had I known he was out of town from the beginning it would have been a different scenario but since I found out 2 weeks in, I had to catch up my patience to the situation at hand..
So now, 5 weeks in.. we are both back in town and I am ready to meet face to face.. anxious actually.. I don't even get what is going on with me this time around because back in my early 20's I met tons of people online and never cared whether or not I met them face to face.. now though, it feels awkward to be talking to a potential "date" online having not met face to face yet..
Maybe I am just growing up, maybe I am just getting serious about finding the real thing.. the long term thing.. or maybe I am just impatient now.. but I am ready to step out from behind the computer and look into his eyes and see what is really there.. in the flesh...
This guy though, seems like a really great person and even if we don't have a physical attraction once we meet in person, I know I would really want to remain friends with him. He's far from perfect but I don't care about perfect.. imperfect for one person could be completely perfect for me.. We'll have to see.
So enough about boys...
I went into work on Monday and found out my boss had a heart attack or something related to his heart and is in the hospital and it is undetermined when he will return.. that sucks.. he is such a great boss!!! I am sending healing happy thoughts his way though.
I finished my acting class on Saturday.. last class of that 6 week stretch.. I am taking a break now to focus on choir.. I need to improve with my singing, focus on my breathing and get those high notes. 1st soprano is a lot of pressure.. especially when only 2 of us show up at a practice!!!

I have my tapes from acting and I can't believe how much I have improved in the past 6 weeks! Amazing! I hope I see that kind of growth in my singing. That reminds me.. I've decided my ultimate acting dream is to have a role (maybe Mrs. Lovett) in the Sweeney Todd play or a similar role in another musical play. I think it would be so much fun! Challenging and rewarding all at the same time!

Anyway, I am leaving work early today for an appointment. I am very fortunate to have such flexibility.

I'll keep you all updated :)