I can't believe I have gone a full week without blogging. I have had a lot on my mind but I think they are things that you just don't want to spill out onto a page not to mention the WWW.
I am down 97lbs now. 3 left until my goal of -100 by Dec 1st. Not much time left. I sure do like to keep things close to the wire don't I?
I feel fantastic. Tired at times and full of energy at others but overall fantastic. I bought a few new pieces of clothing. Its nice to have a bra that supports and fits my new figure.
It is nice to have pants that aren't falling off and it is nice to feel like I look sexy for a change.
On that note, I decided I am ready to re-enter the dating scene. I am currently smaller than I have been in the past 12 or 15 years and as if something just hit me over the head, I realized that I am ready to get out there again. I just hope the world is ready for me ;)
It is getting close to Christmas and I am feeling a bit overwhelmed. My contract for my job is up for renewal and that is always nerve wracking. I am going to 3 major Christmas Parties (2 for companies I used to work for and 1 for the company I currently work for) neither of which I was invited to by the company itself.
I need to file my business taxes and that is stressing me out as well. I hate tax stuff. I wish someone would just take it all away and bring it back all figured out and filed.
I've started to realize I need to chill out and stop pushing myself so hard. I am going through huge changes with the weight loss and I am pushing to get and acheive new goals, find new hobbies, date, be social and overall just do everything I want to do. I need to chill out, slow down and enjoy being 32 for a few days. Then I will be 33 and I can restart my quest to better myself.
I would be much more excited about Christmas if things weren't so hectic (which I fully brought on myself) but I also secretly wish that I still had some Danish traditions as part of my celebrations. I miss it terribly. Lauren is planning a Jul party which should help me feel less like I am missing it, but it isn't the same!
I am looking forward to this weekend. As hectic as it will be, I will be going to a Guitar Hero/Singstar party Friday night which should be a blast, the ABSU Christmas party on Saturday with Debbie and then the Movin' Out Broadway Musical on Sunday. Holy I can't believe I am doing all that in one weekend! So much for chillin with the kitties. I miss them!
Anyway. I need to bite the bullet and work on my tax paperwork. *groan*
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